My thoughts on murder

it sucks.

i don't recommend committing it.
it's like shakespeare shit, you can't get the blood of your hands.
metaphorically speaking.

these past few weeks have been the worst of my life.
another week of this and i CANT make it.
i doubt it could get worse from here, not exaggerating.

God, whom i hardly ever pray too (sorry) is hearing a lot of shit from me lately.
Please, just this once,

let me get what i want this time.