Six months.
Half a year.
The thought of this is mindboggling.
Half of me is happily surprised that it's been that long--we still have so many things to learn about oneanother. The other half of me can't believe that it's only been half a year; I hope for many more months to follow. I know him better than myself. I don't allow myself to imagine my life without his intertwined. Unimaginable can't cover it.
I like the fact that he is mine. I like how selfish I am about telling other people. I don't want them to understand us, I want them to say "Wait... You have a boyfriend"?
I have my very own drug that is essential for my sanity, my one person I can always count on, my go-to guy. (In more ways than one) Besides..
I don't want them in my business creating drama anyway: maybe that's why we have lasted this long.
Regardless of these reasons, my blog felt empty without him.
I'm so convinced that no one reads this that I have no reason to be jealous if any person were to stumble over this.
Isn't he adorable?
[DON'T ANSWER THAT, EVEN TO YOURSELF]
he is amazingly gorgeous although he looks pretty devilish >;D
Wednesday
innocence
I hate how people use the phrase 'losing your virginity',
as if it was a set of car keys that you misplaced on the counter or something.
kind of like it was something that was stolen by a stalking predator of the night (or something to that effect)
It's still hard for me to get my head around the fact that 13 year old girls aren't having sex, they're "fucking"
[And you don't want to get me started on that despicable terminology. I will scream: I hate that word, used in that contex, so fucking much.
You don't have to be all lame, and corny, and call it Making Tender Love, or whatever, but you CANNOT refer to it as that word.
Just the technical term works just as effciently.]
In my grade, it's normal, and probably to assume that if a couple has been dating for more than about four months, they are having sex. Simple as that.
I can't understand the concept of any pleasure comming from sex without any love.
I'm not here to lecture--
honestly, I'm just realllllllllllllllllly confused about my ethics here.
my morals are so screwed.
Possibly literally.
as if it was a set of car keys that you misplaced on the counter or something.
kind of like it was something that was stolen by a stalking predator of the night (or something to that effect)
It's still hard for me to get my head around the fact that 13 year old girls aren't having sex, they're "fucking"
[And you don't want to get me started on that despicable terminology. I will scream: I hate that word, used in that contex, so fucking much.
You don't have to be all lame, and corny, and call it Making Tender Love, or whatever, but you CANNOT refer to it as that word.
Just the technical term works just as effciently.]
In my grade, it's normal, and probably to assume that if a couple has been dating for more than about four months, they are having sex. Simple as that.
I can't understand the concept of any pleasure comming from sex without any love.
I'm not here to lecture--
honestly, I'm just realllllllllllllllllly confused about my ethics here.
my morals are so screwed.
Possibly literally.
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