anniversary

Six months.
Half a year.

The thought of this is mindboggling.

Half of me is happily surprised that it's been that long--we still have so many things to learn about oneanother. The other half of me can't believe that it's only been half a year; I hope for many more months to follow. I know him better than myself. I don't allow myself to imagine my life without his intertwined. Unimaginable can't cover it.

I like the fact that he is mine. I like how selfish I am about telling other people. I don't want them to understand us, I want them to say "Wait... You have a boyfriend"?
I have my very own drug that is essential for my sanity, my one person I can always count on, my go-to guy. (In more ways than one) Besides..
I don't want them in my business creating drama anyway: maybe that's why we have lasted this long.

Regardless of these reasons, my blog felt empty without him.
I'm so convinced that no one reads this that I have no reason to be jealous if any person were to stumble over this.
Isn't he adorable?
[DON'T ANSWER THAT, EVEN TO YOURSELF]

he is amazingly gorgeous although he looks pretty devilish >;D